Guilt.

If there is one thing I HATE about trying to lose weight/get in shape it is the guilt. The guilt after you miss a workout, or eat those delicious chips that were staring at you in the pantry. Why?! I have done pretty well.. I think at least! There are things I have cut out completely, and I am doing more than I have ever done in the past year.

I hate this.. but its true! I felt so exhausted the last 2 days.. that I just wanted to sleep. Like I mentioned before I have been doing my workouts late at night.. so by that time I am fighting with my bed, and with my workout. Bed won last night, and the night before. Horrible right?! 

My excuses? My daughter is the definition of the "Terrible Twos" I want to jab my eyes out! I literally almost cry when she is having one of her ever so often mental break downs. I know, insert the "working out will make you feel better" comment. Ohh and did I mention that My BFF Just flew in from California.. so we were moving a bed into our spare bedroom, cleaning, laundry, etc. Which leads me into my other guilt.. Sushi and frozen yogurt. P.S If you haven't gone to any of those frozen yogurt places.. do. They are amazeballs! Ok, so all the yogurt there was low fat, fat free, and gluten free so I didn't feel THAT bad.. and hey, I put fruit on it ok! I still try and eat everything in moderation when I'm not at home wishing my tuna fish was a big plate of pasta. 

I don't want to turn into one of those freaks that picks and nibbles at there food when they are out,or orders a plate of lettuce. I still want to enjoy going out with my family and friends... I guess the only reason I feel guilty or regret not working out is that I know I am just making reaching my goals harder on myself. 

I am proud at what I have accomplished, even if I am just sweating it out in front of my tv to some stupid workout dvd.. But I am doing something! Blogging about the bad in between the good will help me stay accountable and push myself a little harder. 

 Here's to finishing out the week!